A KILLERS MIND

A senister sanctuary of a devious mind.
A molesting thought of destruction.
Thats a killaz mind.
A home of no direction.
In here fun you will nt find, only thoughts of killingz.
Open my mouth words dnt cum out, givez award 2 his thrillz, closes his mouth thoughts pour out. I kill 4 a living, nt carin frm whom im taking.
Neva mind wat im givin.
I am a kilas mind. Kill nd show no remorse.
Mercy, in my mind dat word u wil nt find.
Dnt show mercy 2 my highest information source.
Bcoz i am a kilaz mind.
No more kissing, cuddling or even f@#king.
Not even depression u cn find.
Jst suppresion of gud thotz carresing all my killingz.
My motivation a dead body.
My inspiration is a gne soul.
My ammunition a carving knife my buddy.
4 i am a killaz mind, a killaz mind is me.


MAD X!!

what you about?

so we really think we know what we about, but we very usually the opposite of what we thought we are, sad i know...so how do we know if we really are what or who we really supposed to be...

im a shy guy, i love people, i love all gud things, im not judgemental, im a christian (still working on my faith), im a very logical thinker, i never live life on the edge, im terrified of rejection... mostly im a 1 woman man & thats what i pride my self in... i have just posted all the things i think i am, some i have been told i am, some i wanna believe i can be... even after all this i havent answered the question of WHAT IM ABOUT!! so how do we then nmeasure ourselves? how do we know our own worth? how real are we? three questions we rarely ask ouselves i dont blame you, you think you know who you are... heres a small thought if what you think you are is the same as what your parents, friends see you as you might be well on your way to finding you real you, if they dont see what you see dont pay them any mind they dont matter anyway...

with me a lot of people see me as a punk mainly cause my belief system is not the sme as theirs, does that mean i must change who i am?? i dont think so, i dont date as often, maybe cause im scared, or im a punk, or i dont have the "balls", i think i love cos people are worthy of being loved, n in this day and life those people come in our lives 20% of our life. the girl i love isnt just any girl, words cant begin to explain her.. shes awesome im in love with her.. & thats what im about!!!!

PhatBoy